Not so MERRY Christmas

Merry Christmas to all of our family and friends!
This is our first ever FAMILY Christmas that were not together. I am not that sad but not that so merry either. Christmas just passed and it's like a normal day for me waiting for another months to pass and finally had a reason to celebrate.
Though were not complete, I am still thankful to our dear God for all the blessings He gave our family this year.We were hoping and praying to have another fruitful, happy and peaceful year ahead!

My family celebrated it the usual way, kids and I were with my inlaws. We celebrated christmas eve at my Aunt's house in QC then had a christmas day at home with husband's relatives and then with my relatives in the afternoon. My kids had a blast. Kids enjoyed the gifts they had received and given away. I guess they are more happy if their dad is with them. But it's alright, they are alright anyway. Dad is alright, I am alright, were all alright! :D

God is really good, He's with us all the time giving us strength. Few months to go....hope everything will be okay! :D

God Bless Us!

November 26, 2010 I Miss You Daddy!

I miss you Daddy!
I miss you so much!
I just dunno what else to say...I just missed you so much!

Hope you having a great "thanks giving day"....

Kids are missing you so much...

They can't wait to be with you already....

We miss you!!

Take Care and see you so soon!

We LOVE you! Mwah!

November 23, 2010 '31 Days Before Christmas'

Thirty one days before Christmas, I don't know what I'm gonna feel about this. Am I gonna be happy or sad? Happy because few months to go and we'll possibly be with him in US or I will be sad because it's our first ever Christmas that he's not here with us.
I know it's sad but I am not gonna think that way. I will just think that it's okay coz this is only temporary. Just this year. (hope so) It's hard to convince myself but I had to.
He's 5 months in US already, I thought I will be more stronger but NO, the longer he's not with us, the more I becoming so WEAK. I miss daddy so much and I feel like dying. I was just entertaining and keeping myself busy.
Hope Christmas and New Year will pass immediately, I wanted them to move fast so I could be with husband already. I am so excited to hug him, kiss him, cook his favorite "merienda" I personally invented for him, I called it "Jes Sandwhich" :)
Oh God thank you for being there with us always. God Bless my Family esp my husband that is far away from us.

We've Got our L2 VIsa

I was so nervous not passing the US Visa application, I reviewed some of the question asked during the interview, I prepared for so many documents to show them if ever they ask for it but to my surprise, they didn't ask too much questions. What a relief. The consul that interviewed us asked some questions to my kids like "how are you" and "how old are you?". The impression I was thinking about them was total opposite that day. They said consuls were not smiling but the 2 consuls we've encountered were both smiling, maybe because I have two little angels beside me. :)

Passport with Visa

Ishi and Ethan infront of the garage before going to Embassy

Me with the Kids :)

So there....we finally have our VISA...next step....wait and wait and wait...we will soon gonna be there daddy!
Thank You! Mwah! Love you and Miss you very much!

Dad on it's 3rd Month

Time is so fast....it's been three months now since hubby left. Kids and I missed him so much! I am hoping things will be settled soon! How I wish everything can be rush. But no, there are so many things we have to consider first. There are so many things to think about. You know what I am talking about....MONEY matters. We have to become financially ready before settling down in US. I understand hubby doesn't want to experience shortage again and difficulty in money. I understand he's doing it for us, and we have to sacrifice some more time. I am waiting....I am patiently waiting...I wanted to help YES I am willing to help...the best thing I can contribute right now is to wait patiently and be strong. Sure I will....for my family.
I am missing him so much, I wanted to kiss him, hug him...but I still have to wait.
More months to sacrifice....please help me and my husband to stay strong. God Bless Us!

Hubby's Birthday Present for Me

Thank you very much Daddy for this wonderful present!!! I so LOVE it!!!
We were so blessed that we could be able to have it now. I am so thankful talaga!
May God continue to bless us always.

My face here can't deny how happy I am with this new toy of mine hehehehe =)

I love it dad! I dunno what else to say....I am just THANKFUL thankful and thankful!

Daddy's Birthday Today

It's 1:17 AM here in the Philippines...I waited in purpose coz I wanted to greet husband on his day even only via facebook.
It's been a long time, I never noticed that 5 more days to go and he's already 2 months in the US. Let me guess what you are thinking right now?! You might wanna say congratulations to me coz I surpassed 2 months without my husband by my side? No. You're wrong. Coz until now, there were days that I am crying at night. Suppressing my feelings every now and then. It was so hard. Thanks to the series I am watching coz it makes me so busy. Thanks to my gym mates who are always laughing with me during our session. Thanks to FB who's always been my outlet. Thanks to my kids who are there with me, who are there kissing and hugging me. But honestly, as I write this, I am missing my husband so much and I can't help myself but dry.
Today is a very special day, his birthday! I am so grateful and thankful to the Lord for giving me a husband like him. That's why his birthday is so worth celebrating.
"I love you my dear husband. Happy Birthday! I miss you so much! Have a great day...enjoy your day!
How I wish we were there for you.....We love you!"