Thirty one days before Christmas, I don't know what I'm gonna feel about this. Am I gonna be happy or sad? Happy because few months to go and we'll possibly be with him in US or I will be sad because it's our first ever Christmas that he's not here with us. I know it's sad but I am not gonna think that way. I will just think that it's okay coz this is only temporary. Just this year. (hope so) It's hard to convince myself but I had to. He's 5 months in US already, I thought I will be more stronger but NO, the longer he's not with us, the more I becoming so WEAK. I miss daddy so much and I feel like dying. I was just entertaining and keeping myself busy. Hope Christmas and New Year will pass immediately, I wanted them to move fast so I could be with husband already. I am so excited to hug him, kiss him, cook his favorite "merienda" I personally invented for him, I called it "Jes Sandwhich" :) Oh God thank you for being there with us always. God Bless my Family esp my husband that is far away from us.
I was so nervous not passing the US Visa application, I reviewed some of the question asked during the interview, I prepared for so many documents to show them if ever they ask for it but to my surprise, they didn't ask too much questions. What a relief. The consul that interviewed us asked some questions to my kids like "how are you" and "how old are you?". The impression I was thinking about them was total opposite that day. They said consuls were not smiling but the 2 consuls we've encountered were both smiling, maybe because I have two little angels beside me. :)
Passport with Visa
Ishi and Ethan infront of the garage before going to Embassy
Me with the Kids :)
So there....we finally have our VISA...next step....wait and wait and wait...we will soon gonna be there daddy! Thank You! Mwah! Love you and Miss you very much!